Kadin Antaya

General Information
Full Name: Kadin Antaya
Pronunciation: Kay-dehn Ahn-tah-yah
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Birthday: August 24th.
Zodiac: Virgo
Sexuality: Homosexual
Language's Spoken: French, English
Current Occupation: Fashion Model


Person
Personality: Kadin seems to have two personalities that he likes to keep separated as much as possible. On the outside, he's hyper, outgoing, stubborn, and just a generally happy-go-lucky guy without a care in the world. However, once you get past that facade he puts up, you'll see that he's not what he seems to be. Underneath the act of confidence he puts up, he is self-hating, anxious, and a bit of an emotional roller coaster. He is prone to mood swings, and is easily upset. While there are moments when he's truly happy, they are far and between. Until those times become more frequent, he'll go on living behind his wall of false confidence.


Likes: Fresh country air, speaking French, cuddling, modeling, fashion
Dislikes: The color red, loud noises, cities, food/eating, being alone
Fears: Being abandoned, losing the people he's close to, not being pretty/thin enough, being hated, not being good enough.
Hobbies: Photography, yoga


History
Kadin and his twin sister, Imogen, were born in France. Unfortunately, their mother died soon after giving birth to them. Their father was overcome by grief, which turned into bitterness and resentment towards his two new children. He'd often neglect them as he couldn't be bothered to have anything to do with them. Due to their father's lack of care and affection, Kadin and Imogen began to rely on each other for support.

When the twins were around the age of 14, Imogen began to drift away from her brother due to her own issues. This left Kadin feeling extremely insecure, depressed, and anxious. Due to that, he began looking for passive aggressive ways to get attention, most notably, his hunger strikes which later developed into full blown anorexia. Later on, at age fifteen, he entered his first relationship with one of his classmates. He was exceedingly clingy, which often drove his boyfriend crazy. Then whenever his boyfriend or himself made plans to get together, Kadin would conveniently "forget" about them, then blame it on Imogen. Or the opposite would happen. Eventually, his boyfriend couldn't deal with Kadin's passive-aggressive behaviors any longer and broke up with him five months into the relationship. This once again left Kadin feeling neglected and fueled yet another hunger strike.


At age 16, his life took a drastic turn, for better or for worse. Over the years, their father became more and more resentful towards them as he was unable to deal with his own depression, anger, and grief. Then one day, he snapped. He walked into their bedroom late one night with a gun to his head. Their father basically told them that this was their fault and they only have themselves to blame before pulling the trigger. The two of them haven't been the same since.


A few months later, after living with various people, they moved to a city in America to live with a family friend of their mother. Through their mother's friend, Kadin discovered modelling and immediately felt a passion for it. He has been doing modelling work since then. 

Fun Facts
Kadin is a vegan.
He enjoys writing love letters to his boyfriend in French, despite the fact his boyfriend cannot speak French. 
He has no sense of direction, and can and will get lost walking down a one way street.


Doll Facts
Model: Luke
Company: LeekeWorld
Body: Senior Delf Type 3
Eyes: 16mm Olive Drab Dollshe Urethanes
Hair: Goldenrod wig from LeekeWorld
Face up: Dr. Seiji